So Hubby finally is home from the hospital, but has an IV pic line in to administer antibiotics at home for 4 more weeks. Finally back to sleeping in our bed. Hubby told me how proud he was of the strength I found and used to be the HoH while he was in the hospital, but now it is time for Hubby and Wifey to return to Sir and Little One.
Knowing I need to return to being Little One and not be in charge anymore, he pulled me to him kissed me hard and strong caressing my entire body to get us reacquainted. He moved his hand between my legs and started examining me with his fingers. He/We hadn't touched each other in almost a month. His fingers and hand started touching and rubbing just the way my body likes but since it had been such a long time, it felt like my body wouldn't/couldn't orgasm. You would think that after a month of unintentional orgasm denial, it would have taken seconds for it to happen.
He kept touching faster and harder, then he pulled me very close and tight and whispered into my ear, "Orgasm for me. You need it and you deserve it for all you have done in the last month. Orgasm for me now." And that was all it took to send my body over the edge. There were flashes of the brightest light inside my eyes. My body shuddered over and over. There were multiple orgasms, not sure how many, and then all of the emotions I had been holding inside to stay strong came bursting forth. He held me close and let me sob in his arms for what seemed like an eternity.
When everything had calmed and I was laying with my head on his chest, he promised that my Sir was back and things would be changing for the better. We then drifted off to sleep.
Friday, January 24, 2014
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
It Feels Like Forever Ago
I have been wanting to start posting, but the Hubby's unexpected hospital stay has put everything on hold. You would think "Cool, sexy nurse or hospital bed stories", but alas, no. Its all wounds, antibiotics and strange people in the room at all hours.
Hubby has been in the hospital since December 20,2013. He did come home on Jan.6th, but there were complications and we returned on Jan. 8th and have been here since. There is the promise that he may be coming home today or tomorrow.
We both are looking forward to his homecoming and getting back into TTWD. As soon as things get rolling again, I hope to have some good posts to write.
Reading other's blogs has helped keep up our spirits. Blissfully Submissive and Scarlett's Submission have been my go to blogs. What great ladies and very supportive individual's. Coming across new blogs and their blogs are giving me ideas and inspiration for the days to come.
Thank you ladies.
Hubby has been in the hospital since December 20,2013. He did come home on Jan.6th, but there were complications and we returned on Jan. 8th and have been here since. There is the promise that he may be coming home today or tomorrow.
We both are looking forward to his homecoming and getting back into TTWD. As soon as things get rolling again, I hope to have some good posts to write.
Reading other's blogs has helped keep up our spirits. Blissfully Submissive and Scarlett's Submission have been my go to blogs. What great ladies and very supportive individual's. Coming across new blogs and their blogs are giving me ideas and inspiration for the days to come.
Thank you ladies.
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Out with the Old in with the New
Happy New Year 2014!
2013 was a very trying year for us. There are so many reasons to look at 2013 as the worst year ever, we lost our home to a fire, I had a miscarriage, Hubby went into the hospital for a severe blood infection on Dec. 20th and is currently still there and finally getting better, but it also is the year we discovered my need/want for being a sub and the hubby's need/want for being a dom. So I choose to look at 2013 as an incredibly positive year.
We are truly enjoying the discovering/learning process of TTWD. For the first time in my 47 years of life I have begun to find true peace. I would have said and happiness, except I have known true happiness the last 17 years (15 married) with Hubby.
I have to admit when we discovered TTWD I became a lurker. It was all in the name of research and an insecure need to feel like I wasn't different or strange for what I wanted and enjoyed. I came across all types of D/S people and realized, its not about acceptance of others, its about finding out and acting on what makes you happy. After coming across http://blissfullysubmissive.blogspot.com/ and seeing all she has been experiencing and her bravery, self-assuredness or whatever it is that has made her ability to share her experiences possible, I felt the need to finally un-lurk myself and let her know how much she has meant to us, even though we have never met. "Mickey, you Rock!"
Hopefully, I will get to blogging soon, but right now, its time to prepare things for Hubby's return home from the hospital. Things are looking up.
Hope 2014 is a great year!
2013 was a very trying year for us. There are so many reasons to look at 2013 as the worst year ever, we lost our home to a fire, I had a miscarriage, Hubby went into the hospital for a severe blood infection on Dec. 20th and is currently still there and finally getting better, but it also is the year we discovered my need/want for being a sub and the hubby's need/want for being a dom. So I choose to look at 2013 as an incredibly positive year.
We are truly enjoying the discovering/learning process of TTWD. For the first time in my 47 years of life I have begun to find true peace. I would have said and happiness, except I have known true happiness the last 17 years (15 married) with Hubby.
I have to admit when we discovered TTWD I became a lurker. It was all in the name of research and an insecure need to feel like I wasn't different or strange for what I wanted and enjoyed. I came across all types of D/S people and realized, its not about acceptance of others, its about finding out and acting on what makes you happy. After coming across http://blissfullysubmissive.blogspot.com/ and seeing all she has been experiencing and her bravery, self-assuredness or whatever it is that has made her ability to share her experiences possible, I felt the need to finally un-lurk myself and let her know how much she has meant to us, even though we have never met. "Mickey, you Rock!"
Hopefully, I will get to blogging soon, but right now, its time to prepare things for Hubby's return home from the hospital. Things are looking up.
Hope 2014 is a great year!
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